The choices we make every effect the balance of our lives. Happiness comes and go and depending on others to create your happiness just leads to depression and loneliness.  I made the choice to choose myself.  To not to lose the things that make me happy for a person who makes me happy. There may come a time in my life where I look back on my choices and question if they were the right ones but for now I am sticking to them and pushing though.  Expressing myself here will be a big part of my healing process because although I am choosing my happiness I am also losing a great love.